WE ARE NOT CONNOISSEUR

Reflection 07:

When he was in fifth grade gym teacher regularly provides sports exercises are mostly in the form of the game. In these games taught us a lot of competition. As soon as we compete in spirit to the point of forgetting my friends and cousins who also are in the same class. We're trying to win, we try to stand out and at the same time we do not like anyone else winning or mononjol. Sometimes if there is another striking distance of us, the feeling dissatisfied in my heart, there is irritation in the hearts of our end so do not even talk with that person in a long time. To overcome the sense of competition that mingled with envy, resentment and anger are, unfortunately, the teacher's advice was not effective. We talk or get along with each other again only after both adults and both have a family.

Childhood experience is apparently not much different to the experience that we experience even after our adulthood. We are just repeating the experience of childhood is to spend our adult periods.

When the age of fifty annual number of persons will not be able to see both of these experiences because he experienced a spiritual disappointment, distress, mental instability, swayed by desire, lust and envy. Experiences in childhood with various like-her grief in various trade-offs, in many friendships and animosities, in a variety of laughter and tears. All is natural and normal experience. Experience that adds beauty and sweetness of childhood. However, in adulthood if we repeat a similar experience who no longer love-grief, laughter, tears in the game but this time it is in fact living in the community. If we do not realize that while we are still busy competing, hostile, envious of each other, down each other, then we are exhausted by the heavy current dihanyutkan lust envy toward the sea of destruction.

If past experience is a game of childhood in adulthood then it is an experience of darkness adults. Things are exactly as in the dark tunnel and dry, full of sharp rocks and dangerous snakes. The main features of adult society in the competition are competing to collect the names, titles, women and money. From a small office that his staff only 3-4 people to large offices that his staff reached thousands of people scramble competition champion in name, title, women and property exists, both in fine and coarse. All feel the pleasure or satisfaction in the fight over the name, title, women and wealth. They do not realize that real life is outside the field of competition.

Like a game of football, the players who are in the soccer field would not be so easy to judge the game than with people outside the field. Similarly, when we do not separate us from the circle of awareness of the competition name, title, women and property during that time then we will too "coffin-ice" out in the darkest darkness. People who would consider themselves connoisseurs is great just by calculating the deer he can ride vehicles from one mall to another mall.

People would consider himself lucky, and felt God was close to him when he managed to marginalize my friends at the office to forward seat position of assistant, director and so forth. People will be proud to know, the streets, or marry a beautiful woman even though she had to suffer losses and sacrifices in various forms.

All that considered satisfaction, happiness in getting and enjoying the name, position, wealth and women if contemplated by reflection spiritual then we will come to the conclusion that it really all that is just sheer misery. And wise men see it not as self conscious enjoyment of suffering but as a huge. They assume that they're enjoying the name, being complacent heart and enjoy the post, was happy to meet the sexual satisfaction of senses-senses, is a king-in glittering royal possessions. But they are actually very poor because they do not know that they're not actually enjoying the splendor of the name but the name that's what he enjoys. It was not him who is proud of enjoying the job but who is enjoying her jabatanlah. Not he who enjoys the satisfaction impingement kepusan-sex desire but nafsulah who are enjoying him. Not he who enjoys the property but instead the property was enjoying him.

All of them, Name, Position, Women and Wealth will never be depleted or destroyed. Instead we are going to run out and destroyed, enjoyed and ransacked by Name, title, Women and Property. And like the victims had incalculable in history. Would we willingly allow themselves to perish in the grill enjoyment ..???!!!

Hopefully happy.

Sriguru
Darmayasa